Autosarcophagy

from DEMO 2020 by Autosarcophagy

/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

  • DEMO 2020 Reissue Jewel Case CD
    Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    A DEMO 2020 CD reissue under the new AUTOSARCOPHAGY name. Limited to 5 online. The rest are scattered for free throughout the US.

    Includes unlimited streaming of DEMO 2020 via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

  • DEMO 2020 Red cassette tape + pin
    Cassette + Digital Album

    Limited red cassette tape reissue of Autosarcophagy's DEMO 2020 from Staring Into Darkness. This is the first merch release since the name change from Disciple of Dzoavits. Comes with a pin of your choice, or both.

    Includes unlimited streaming of DEMO 2020 via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

about

Autosarcophagy is the story of a man living with severe anxiety and depression, who turns to self destructive coping mechanism (in this case, self-consumption) as a means of finding peace.

Don't eat yourself. You probably wont feel better.

lyrics

Another day
Another day with my wretched mind
Confined in a cell
A damp chamber
Cold steel bars haunt my psyche
Closing in
Tighter and tighter
The ropes grip
Constricts my fucking neck
I feel nothing
I am numbed
I feel nothing
I feel nothing

What kind of cruel blind god would allow this

Choking on my own vomit
Hindering my own progress
I hold the key though i cannot release myself
I resort to autosarcophagy

I eat away, consuming my own vessel
My flesh erupts
My mouth flushes with blood
I am cut
I am slit
I begin to bleed
But i am entirely numbed
I feel nothing

Walking the line between suicide and misery
In the end it matters not which i choose
Encased in an abhorrent sound scape
My ears ring- my head aches
Its too much to bare
Panic ensues.

I tear and rip at my skin
Shredding myself my body eviscerated
Gasping for air in between swallows of flesh
My once pristine form withers
Anxiety has entirely engulfed me

Desperate to feel anything at all
At my tissue and muscle i gnaw
Blood coats the cold concrete floor
Pooling below me
A warm fluid feels ever so cold

In the basement i lay
Half dead
Half alive
Chunks of flesh ridden from my body-
In my puddle of blood i view my reflection
My new found heinous figure
A shallow shell of the man i once was
I find peace in this creature I've created

No longer in tact I desperately crawl up the stairs
Emerging from my damp basement
I have disemboweled myself
And now i crave more
I crave another to devour and adore
I'll tie you up and drink your blood
I'll make you feel the pain i feel

An anxiety driven impulse
Brings me warm serenity
Have I completely lost my fucking mind?
Why do I find peace in that which harms me?
I lay down and stare
I feel myself put in a trance
I've found myself through destruction of my vessel
Finally i know peace
But how long will it last?

credits

from DEMO 2020, released June 12, 2020
Guitar, bass, vocals, lyrics - Jax LaPoint
Drums - Chase Pozzi
Production - Slade Williams

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Autosarcophagy image

Autosarcophagy Portland, Oregon

Autosarcophagy is a naturalistic death metal duo hailing from Oregon and Colorado.

D.I.Y Fucking Death Metal.

contact / help

Contact Autosarcophagy

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this track or account

Autosarcophagy recommends:

If you like Autosarcophagy, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featured guests are the golden-voiced Baby Rose and psyche soulsters Brainstory.
listen now