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Soil caresses my whitened skin,
The natural world my truest friend,
Dead- but dreaming,
My cadaver still conscious,
Engulfed by uncertainty
Wind bites at my skin
Decomposing,
My rotten corpse erodes,
Trees sway in the wind,
Cleansing my soul,
My truest friend,
A glass atmosphere looks down on me,
Its beauty unmatched,
A dimming sky,
Monolithic trees of green,
Glacial waters rush down a neighboring stream,
Harboring lifeforms more beautiful than any human could hope to be.
Worms eat away at my once bountiful soul,
As I stare into the ether I feel entirely whole,
Entirely at peace,
For death is only the climax of life.
My soul and nature one in the same,
Speaking to me through the whines of the wind,
I am enlightened,
Made aware by my surroundings,
The sun sets,
My consciousness is laid to rest,
My cadaver decomposing in forests of green.
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Autosarcophagy
10:11
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Another day
Another day with my wretched mind
Confined in a cell
A damp chamber
Cold steel bars haunt my psyche
Closing in
Tighter and tighter
The ropes grip
Constricts my fucking neck
I feel nothing
I am numbed
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
What kind of cruel blind god would allow this
Choking on my own vomit
Hindering my own progress
I hold the key though i cannot release myself
I resort to autosarcophagy
I eat away, consuming my own vessel
My flesh erupts
My mouth flushes with blood
I am cut
I am slit
I begin to bleed
But i am entirely numbed
I feel nothing
Walking the line between suicide and misery
In the end it matters not which i choose
Encased in an abhorrent sound scape
My ears ring- my head aches
Its too much to bare
Panic ensues.
I tear and rip at my skin
Shredding myself my body eviscerated
Gasping for air in between swallows of flesh
My once pristine form withers
Anxiety has entirely engulfed me
Desperate to feel anything at all
At my tissue and muscle i gnaw
Blood coats the cold concrete floor
Pooling below me
A warm fluid feels ever so cold
In the basement i lay
Half dead
Half alive
Chunks of flesh ridden from my body-
In my puddle of blood i view my reflection
My new found heinous figure
A shallow shell of the man i once was
I find peace in this creature I've created
No longer in tact I desperately crawl up the stairs
Emerging from my damp basement
I have disemboweled myself
And now i crave more
I crave another to devour and adore
I'll tie you up and drink your blood
I'll make you feel the pain i feel
An anxiety driven impulse
Brings me warm serenity
Have I completely lost my fucking mind?
Why do I find peace in that which harms me?
I lay down and stare
I feel myself put in a trance
I've found myself through destruction of my vessel
Finally i know peace
But how long will it last?
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Where Eagles Dare
05:51
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Autosarcophagy Portland, Oregon
Autosarcophagy is a naturalistic death metal duo hailing from Oregon and Colorado.
D.I.Y Fucking Death Metal.
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Just plain punishing death/crust. Awesome filthy vox and crusty aggressive instrumentation.
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